Today my ex bestfriend from uny texted me because of her guilt. Not because she needed to. Because she felt the guilt that shes been holding on. And that kinda hurts me as well. I mean, i gotta lose her because she found love. I fully support her honestly. But she was avoiding me so im avoiding her too. And today i feel like its officially ended. It breaks me but imma survive withour her, i know. I just wanna say thay it hurts me even more to lose her than i lost my ex. But at least the truth comes out and as much as it hurt.. i’ll get through it 😊👊. I even made my “ultimately broken” playlist because of this (i know its cheeeeeeezy but my mello-dramatic ass did it anyway 😂).
Untill we meet again!